[She's both grateful for his support and also still incredibly mortified! The text masks this, sort of, but she just uses all caps for emphasis and chaos begins to ensue.]
NO THAT ISN'T EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED! aCTUALLY i MADE A MISTAKE AND THOUGHT IT WOULD BE OKAY TO MAYBE HAVE A SMALL GLASS OF THE CIDER THAT'S SO POPULAR HERE BUT WHEN I HAD SOME I STARTED FEELING REALLY STRANGE. DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THAT? i CAN'T GET THE SMALL LETTERS TO COME BACK
[ Somehow this seems tonally accurate for how he would picture Bella saying all of this. SO it works. ]
lol the arrow on the bottom left of your phone will turn off capslock
yeah the cider was spiked. not with good shit either. it made people really into pain or i guess now it's making people horny AF. i've been staying away from it. i recommend you do too. e gives you a much better, safer high than any demon shit if you really wanna explore some stuff
but i realize now you prob don't and this was prob all unintentional so forget what i said. what happened after you drank the cider?
[The little arrow...ah! There it is. A few test keys and she smiles in delight that everything appears to be back in working order.]
I found it! Thank you! :) !! And thank you for the recommendation, as well! I was mostly just interested in apples.
[She wanted...apple juice. Adult apple juice.]
I was feeling very feverish and uncomfortable, but I couldn't stop thinking about him, so I asked him if I could spend some time with him, and when we were alone the strangest thing happened! I just kissed him in a way that's quite unlike me, very aggressive! I didn't do exactly as you suggested, but as far as I could tell from his body language, I don't believe I had to.
[So, yes, she was horny. Super horny out of her mind. But why does she need help, exactly?]
He was an absolute gentleman, though, when he realized that I wasn't myself, and didn't lay a finger on me afterward! He kept an eye on me to make sure I couldn't get into any trouble until the effects wore off. So now I'm afraid I'm at a bit of a loss.
[She really appreciates his enthusiasm. However, that said.]
I really don't think that I can bring myself to do anything like that...but I do. I mean, I really like him a lot. I always thought I'd wait until marriage, and there's someone from home that I've fancied, so it's a little confusing. I'd sort of resolved to simply let my home life be separate from my life here. Do you think that's wise, or am I making a mistake?
[A date at the theater definitely sounds fun, at the very least!]
I'm afraid I'm rushing things, but I don't know. How long did you and Monika wait?
[They're already engaged???? What is this question.]
nah it's not a mistake. you do you. you're probably not gonna see the guy you like from home for a long time, if ever
unless he shows up here. but then you just deal with it when it happens. no use worrying about a "possibility" yanno? enjoy this place and the people in it because they WANT you to be miserable here so don't give them the satisfaction 😉
as far as rushing things i say do what feels natural. monika and i had the sort of relationship where we knew we were meant to be together. she told me she loved me on the second date and i knew she was gonna be the girl i was with forever ❤️
[ Because literally no one else had ever told him they loved him, so it was a pretty low bar to get to marriage. BUT HEY, this is completely normal. So many of the people here seem to think it's normal. Only one has told him it's not, SO..... ]
do you know if you love him, tho? or is this just a crush?
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first of all, congrats! that's a big, important step in any relationship
second, define "intimate"? did you like grab his junk? was he into it?
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NO THAT ISN'T EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED! aCTUALLY i MADE A MISTAKE AND THOUGHT IT WOULD BE OKAY TO MAYBE HAVE A SMALL GLASS OF THE CIDER THAT'S SO POPULAR HERE BUT WHEN I HAD SOME I STARTED FEELING REALLY STRANGE. DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THAT? i CAN'T GET THE SMALL LETTERS TO COME BACK
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lol the arrow on the bottom left of your phone will turn off capslock
yeah the cider was spiked. not with good shit either. it made people really into pain or i guess now it's making people horny AF. i've been staying away from it. i recommend you do too. e gives you a much better, safer high than any demon shit if you really wanna explore some stuff
but i realize now you prob don't and this was prob all unintentional so forget what i said. what happened after you drank the cider?
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I found it! Thank you! :) !! And thank you for the recommendation, as well! I was mostly just interested in apples.
[She wanted...apple juice. Adult apple juice.]
I was feeling very feverish and uncomfortable, but I couldn't stop thinking about him, so I asked him if I could spend some time with him, and when we were alone the strangest thing happened! I just kissed him in a way that's quite unlike me, very aggressive! I didn't do exactly as you suggested, but as far as I could tell from his body language, I don't believe I had to.
[So, yes, she was horny. Super horny out of her mind. But why does she need help, exactly?]
He was an absolute gentleman, though, when he realized that I wasn't myself, and didn't lay a finger on me afterward! He kept an eye on me to make sure I couldn't get into any trouble until the effects wore off. So now I'm afraid I'm at a bit of a loss.
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[ IF ONLY HE KNEW.... ]
because if he had taken advantage of you i would've kicked his ass yanno
but now that you got that out of the way and now that you know he's into you, you gotta decide what you want next
do you want him? seems like he's dtf so you're probably good to go on that front
maybe take him to a play and get popcorn and when you go to grab some popcorn, grab his dick instead. that'd show him how you feel
monika and i almost had our first time in the abandoned movie theatre like that
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I really don't think that I can bring myself to do anything like that...but I do. I mean, I really like him a lot. I always thought I'd wait until marriage, and there's someone from home that I've fancied, so it's a little confusing. I'd sort of resolved to simply let my home life be separate from my life here. Do you think that's wise, or am I making a mistake?
[A date at the theater definitely sounds fun, at the very least!]
I'm afraid I'm rushing things, but I don't know. How long did you and Monika wait?
[They're already engaged???? What is this question.]
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unless he shows up here. but then you just deal with it when it happens. no use worrying about a "possibility" yanno? enjoy this place and the people in it because they WANT you to be miserable here so don't give them the satisfaction 😉
as far as rushing things i say do what feels natural. monika and i had the sort of relationship where we knew we were meant to be together. she told me she loved me on the second date and i knew she was gonna be the girl i was with forever ❤️
[ Because literally no one else had ever told him they loved him, so it was a pretty low bar to get to marriage. BUT HEY, this is completely normal. So many of the people here seem to think it's normal. Only one has told him it's not, SO..... ]
do you know if you love him, tho? or is this just a crush?