The way Suzaku trails off when speaking of his wants, of his dreams. It makes Tech think he didn't have that happy ending, and not necessarily because he wound up in hell. But he went in with the ideal to make things better, to maybe make the government or emperor listen. And something changed. Maybe the government shrugged him off or maybe the change happened within Suzaku himself.
Tech is quiet, but before he realizes it, he's placed his hand on his brother's -- no, not his brother's -- shoulder. Tech can't remember the beginnings of his life, but he does get this sense that he was once happy and enthusiastic to create -- to bring the latest technology to the world. And over the years, things got corrupted. More and more, he got jaded by the world and by the desires of people and by his boss Mr. World. So he can definitely relate to getting twisted by time and circumstances if that's what happened to Suzaku.
"So I see being an overachiever is just in your blood." He offers a teasing smile and gives him a little nudge. His expression becomes more serious, pensive. "You can still make it better, you know. I've maintained this thought that if they can drag us to a variety of different worlds, we can then go to whatever world we want. I don't plan on returning to my world. I'm going to find a different place to live with Ava and start a different life. You don't have to go back to being Suzaku the Knight. You can find someplace else, be the person you want to be in a world you want to live in."
He shakes his head. "The future's not set in stone. And as a god who very much represents the future, you should listen to me. I know what I'm talking about." He winks.
He looked at him when his shoulder was touched and then bowed his head. He's not quite smiling, he rarely does but his eyes lighten.
He's not sure he believes Tech. He wants to. But then again should he? If he was given a choice could he walk away from his world?
Be a person he wanted to be. But that was against everything he had promised. His hopes, his desires, sacrificed for the world. Forever. That was the deal.
A deal that had been interrupted by him being here. Who knew if they could even escape?
So he just nodded. "You sound like you know what you are talking about."
He did. And he didn't want to stomp on that enthusiasm, that lightness, that hope.
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Tech is quiet, but before he realizes it, he's placed his hand on his brother's -- no, not his brother's -- shoulder. Tech can't remember the beginnings of his life, but he does get this sense that he was once happy and enthusiastic to create -- to bring the latest technology to the world. And over the years, things got corrupted. More and more, he got jaded by the world and by the desires of people and by his boss Mr. World. So he can definitely relate to getting twisted by time and circumstances if that's what happened to Suzaku.
"So I see being an overachiever is just in your blood." He offers a teasing smile and gives him a little nudge. His expression becomes more serious, pensive. "You can still make it better, you know. I've maintained this thought that if they can drag us to a variety of different worlds, we can then go to whatever world we want. I don't plan on returning to my world. I'm going to find a different place to live with Ava and start a different life. You don't have to go back to being Suzaku the Knight. You can find someplace else, be the person you want to be in a world you want to live in."
He shakes his head. "The future's not set in stone. And as a god who very much represents the future, you should listen to me. I know what I'm talking about." He winks.
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He's not sure he believes Tech. He wants to. But then again should he? If he was given a choice could he walk away from his world?
Be a person he wanted to be. But that was against everything he had promised. His hopes, his desires, sacrificed for the world. Forever. That was the deal.
A deal that had been interrupted by him being here. Who knew if they could even escape?
So he just nodded. "You sound like you know what you are talking about."
He did. And he didn't want to stomp on that enthusiasm, that lightness, that hope.