[ This is hurting her in all the worst possible ways. He isn't supposed to do this. He's supposed to be moving on and hating her and making it easier to let him go. For once her life, she's trying to do the right thing, and he's making it feel impossible.
Still. She has to try. ]
i'm sorry aindreas, but like i said, the literature club was never meant to be, no matter the iteration
[ Was that a typo? Intentional? It's hard to tell. ]
[ But why. He wants to ask, wants to demand it of her -- even if it was "never meant to be," couldn't she at least try one more time? She was so happy in the club in her memories until she wasn't. Until humans ruined it for her. She was so happy in the club in Hellburbia until she wasn't. Until their whole world came crashing down around them.
Is it the club or is it just him? He wants to demand this of her, too. But he doesn't. He doesn't say a word until she asks about her heart. ]
a good question
[ Unfortunately when Tech's feelings are hurt, he's more inclined to be petty. ]
but i'm not gonna answer
[ At least it's not an outright "no" which is probably telling in its own right. ]
[ Somehow, that pettiness is exactly what she needed to dig out of her pit of pain. Mostly, anyway. Better than getting so deep she never makes it out.
She makes a face at her phone. That wasn't a no, but jeez. ]
good night then....
stay safe ❤️
[ She puts her phone aside, sighing deeply, then rolls to stare up at the ceiling.
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Still. She has to try. ]
i'm sorry aindreas, but like i said, the literature club was never meant to be, no matter the iteration
[ Was that a typo? Intentional? It's hard to tell. ]
just let me ask you one last thing.....
do you still have my heart??
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Is it the club or is it just him? He wants to demand this of her, too. But he doesn't. He doesn't say a word until she asks about her heart. ]
a good question
[ Unfortunately when Tech's feelings are hurt, he's more inclined to be petty. ]
but i'm not gonna answer
[ At least it's not an outright "no" which is probably telling in its own right. ]
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She makes a face at her phone. That wasn't a no, but jeez. ]
good night then....
stay safe ❤️
[ She puts her phone aside, sighing deeply, then rolls to stare up at the ceiling.
Being a good person sucked. ]