i was happy there. i've never been happy like that before. so i didn't mind seeing it through to the end. if i had a choice in the matter, i might have never left.
[ A truth he might have wallowed in if he wasn't riding a glorious high right now. ]
sure can. i got a good stash too. i even found some of that blue shit from back in mammon's. want me to bring some over?
[ Daryl knows almost exactly what Tech means, far more than he's comfortable admitting, at least as it pertains to the feeling of happiness. The happiness Daryl had felt in the suburbs had been pure. Untainted by a lifetime of bitterness and struggle or unceasing fear about the future.
The difference was that Daryl finds that horrifying in retrospect. He never wants to go back to that blindness. To be anyone other than himself. ]
But they could have had you do anythin in there. Tricked you into anythin. I'd rather know myself an get dark days in the trade.
[ But an invitation to get high? Fuck, he could stand to unwind after all he's been through recently. Unwise, sure, but Hell sure as fuck doesn't play fair. ]
I could smoke one. Dunno about the meth. Bring it anyway.
[ Because he's had a different thought about that. ]
but what if all your days are dark days? what if you've never had a single good day?
idk. you don't have to answer that until you catch up to how high i am, old man 😛
[ That's a conversation maybe best had when neither of them can remember it afterward. Either way, he starts collecting his things and packing them into a bag -- meth included. ]
where you wanna meet up? the rooms? or someplace else?
i think i remember the garden got transplanted? maybe??
[ That garden was where Daryl had ended up after being dosed for the first time, but he doesn't much want to dwell on that night, either. That garden had been the site of a couple of firsts for him. ]
[ Yes. He is 100% drama queen all the time. Your god of technology, ladies and gents. ]
ha ha fuck you. not doing a great job buttering me up if you want a favor JSYK!!!
c ya soon
[ And off he heads regardless because he's always gonna have a fondness for Daryl since they were trapped on that island together and Daryl kept him fed. It's only punctuated more by the fact that he was Ava's father and he made her so very happy. ]
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[ A truth he might have wallowed in if he wasn't riding a glorious high right now. ]
sure can. i got a good stash too. i even found some of that blue shit from back in mammon's. want me to bring some over?
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The difference was that Daryl finds that horrifying in retrospect. He never wants to go back to that blindness. To be anyone other than himself. ]
But they could have had you do anythin in there. Tricked you into anythin.
I'd rather know myself an get dark days in the trade.
[ But an invitation to get high? Fuck, he could stand to unwind after all he's been through recently. Unwise, sure, but Hell sure as fuck doesn't play fair. ]
I could smoke one. Dunno about the meth.
Bring it anyway.
[ Because he's had a different thought about that. ]
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idk. you don't have to answer that until you catch up to how high i am, old man 😛
[ That's a conversation maybe best had when neither of them can remember it afterward. Either way, he starts collecting his things and packing them into a bag -- meth included. ]
where you wanna meet up? the rooms? or someplace else?
i think i remember the garden got transplanted? maybe??
[ He bypasses the old man dig. Not even going to go there. ]
They brought that garden back from Mammon's, didn't they?
How bout there.
I didn't remember that until you said it hahaha.
that garden was where i proposed to my first gf btw
so like
let's piss on a tree or something to desecrate it
whelp it's happening now~~
You're a drama queen, ain't you
[ Like he's really one to talk, in his own way. ]
Be there soon
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ha ha fuck you. not doing a great job buttering me up if you want a favor JSYK!!!
c ya soon
[ And off he heads regardless because he's always gonna have a fondness for Daryl since they were trapped on that island together and Daryl kept him fed. It's only punctuated more by the fact that he was Ava's father and he made her so very happy. ]
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[ continued in his catchall ]