but if you don't remember it, then we can make one and pretend it's your first. hang stupid ornaments together, wrap some presents and put them under it for each other.
or maybe the present is just you, wrapped up in a flashy potato sack
and of course i'd wanna do it with you. i mean, don't get me wrong. i always thought the holidays and all the things that come with it are pretty fucking stupid. but i know it'll make you happy. and it makes me happy to make you happy.
i'll be okay. i promise. who knows. maybe i'll get to see you tonight.
[ He won't. But he'll keep the optimism alive. It's getting more difficult to hold the connection now, so as much as he wants to protest and keep her on the line for longer -- he knows he can't. ]
but yeah, go hang with bela and have fun. i'll be fine. and i'll be there soon. save a space in your bed for me 😉
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uuuuh maybe when I was little? back when my mom was alive. I don't really remember.
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but if you don't remember it, then we can make one and pretend it's your first. hang stupid ornaments together, wrap some presents and put them under it for each other.
or maybe the present is just you, wrapped up in a flashy potato sack
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like in a christmas movie?
you'd really wanna do all that with me?
(I'm totally the best present you've ever had, duh!)
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and of course i'd wanna do it with you. i mean, don't get me wrong. i always thought the holidays and all the things that come with it are pretty fucking stupid. but i know it'll make you happy. and it makes me happy to make you happy.
so i can totes be your cheesy romcom bf.
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I don't want you doing anything you don't think is fun just to make me happy...
but maybe my superpower is making the stuff you thought was dumb actually fun!
aaaaand for every cheesy holiday activity you do with me, I'll treat you 😉
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that would be cruel, yanno. even more cruel than what lucifer's doing!
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it's cruel what he's doing??? how cruel? on a scale from 1 to 10
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[ Fuck. That's not helping be convincing. He breathes and concentrates harder. ]
no it's fine. it's like barely a 1. like a 0.0000000023 at most.
except the fact that he's keeping me from you. that's like a 10 million out of ten in cruelty.
[ Nailed it?? ]
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I'm gonna go find bela but as soon as he lets you go, I wanna see you're okay
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[ He won't. But he'll keep the optimism alive. It's getting more difficult to hold the connection now, so as much as he wants to protest and keep her on the line for longer -- he knows he can't. ]
but yeah, go hang with bela and have fun. i'll be fine. and i'll be there soon. save a space in your bed for me 😉
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we'll probably drink and talk about you as usual 😜 ciao for now, dork ❤️